last night I got off work and decided to go for a bow hunt like every other early day this season.this is my first year bow hunting and I practices realy hard to get good groups out to 40 yards my comfort zone on animals is 30.I went to this good deer spot I know and saw 2 nice mule bucks at about 200 yards eating in a hay feild.I used bales for cover and took about 30 minutes to cover the ground between us.I was in range and hiding behind a bale my heart was beating so fast that I waited for a couple minutes to calm down and think about the shot.I steped out from behind the bale very slowly and drew.I took a long time to aim and when I decided it was right I slowly squeezed my release but as soon as I did the deer jumped and my arrow hit him in the back.the hit was about a foot high and a foot back.I followed the trail and lost it about 300 yards out.I looked till dark and couldn't pick it up again.I was worried sick all night and it is all I can think about today.I went back and walked every bush around and still couldn't find him.I will go out tonight to see if I can find him alive and finish the job.this is the most I have ever been disapointed hunting and I have been hunting for years.I hate bad shots so much.anyhow I confesed this.flame away.





















































