I was in your shoes a few years ago, best thing I did was to start going out on my own. I watched as many YouTube videos as I could about field dressing and read as much as I could in the hunting sub forum on cgn and got my boots dirty, as much as I learned online getting out in the woods taught me so much more. If you have the drive to do it you will learn and others will help answer questions once they see you trying, there’s a couple Nutters in here that have given me great advice whenever I reach out with a question. Get out there man, even if you come home empty handed you’ll learn something and have a good time.