KB_TheDireWolf
Member
So, I do have a history of chronic depression. I have my ups and downs but, I've never been suicidal. Ask for 5 years prior history, well I would have been 13 and I've been having chronic depression from kinda pass then. Maybe a bit before, I cannot remember anything anymore really. Just the way I've dealt with it and moved on with my life.
I am mainly depressed about my shortcomings most of the time, like my ineptitude at making friends or talking with people ( having mild Asperger's is sometimes a #####). My mom who suffers from spina bifida doesn't help either.
It is just worrying me about what should I do, I have my PAL training coming up for both on and restricted.
I want a firearm because it always puts a smile on my face and instantly improves my mood the times I have shot a rifle (AR platform is super fun). Also, I just love military history...
Just that I have been waiting since I turned 18 to gain income to support this sport. Now I do and have my training next week. Just I have been waiting and waiting for this, and just to lose it over my mental health or having it delayed (Have seen a person have to wait 10 months on Reddit) is having me sh*ting out bricks...
I am mainly depressed about my shortcomings most of the time, like my ineptitude at making friends or talking with people ( having mild Asperger's is sometimes a #####). My mom who suffers from spina bifida doesn't help either.
It is just worrying me about what should I do, I have my PAL training coming up for both on and restricted.
I want a firearm because it always puts a smile on my face and instantly improves my mood the times I have shot a rifle (AR platform is super fun). Also, I just love military history...
Just that I have been waiting since I turned 18 to gain income to support this sport. Now I do and have my training next week. Just I have been waiting and waiting for this, and just to lose it over my mental health or having it delayed (Have seen a person have to wait 10 months on Reddit) is having me sh*ting out bricks...
