If you keep telling yourself that, then someday maybe you will really believe it.

In the meantime, you will have to resolve not to think too deeply about questions such as:
1. If nature (space-time, matter and energy & the laws of physics) cannot cause itself to come into existence, then what is the non-natural cause?
2. Since, according to recent advances in science, we know that Darwinian processes cannot produce significant amounts of functional sequence complexity (see
http://www.tbiomed.com/content/2/1/29 ) then how did all that functional sequence complexity get encoded in the genomes of life?
3. How is it that ancient prophesies of the Messiah written long before the time of Christ were fulfilled by Jesus Christ against impossible odds. (even if he knew all the prophecies, He'd have to be God to pull it off)
4. How do we explain the three lines of historical evidence for the resurrection of Christ?
5. How do I explain a couple of private miracles I have personally witnessed in emergency situations when I yelled 'God help me!' (real miracles ... the kind that are not possible under the laws of physics).
6. How do I explain the fact that I personally experience God and His presence with me on an ongoing bases for years?
You are free to believe what you want. I've been involved in technical discussions of God for long enough to know that people will believe what they want in spite of the evidence and logical arguments. However, if anyone is interested in reading an article I wrote on the subject, you can check it out here
http://www.newscholars.com/papers/Apo handout.pdf If nothing else, it will help put you to sleep at night.

One of the things that I like about sitting alone in the bush is that it is a break from discussions of heavy subjects.