thank-you guys
I am shooting a Sig P220 9-millimeter single-stack
Weirdly enough I have a break-action pellet pistol which i can shoot very accurately...but this nine, even though the recoil ain't nothin' to write home about...I can't seem to do it. I think I am just impatient to unload the mag and check the target, or self-conscious of other people watching behind me for some reason.

I gotta come to S&D night I suppose. details?

I don't know how to put my stance or anything...2 years ago I joined CGN and I had never even touched a firearm. So I have been trying to learn everything online because I don't have a lot of pro-gun family/friends who have the equipment and knowledge.
And for drills and whatnot, I have just picked it up off the bench [the pistol] and shot it, put it back down. I have never drawn from a holster or walked around with it. I'd imagine some training in that would be warranted before I took the plunge.