BTW, I really like to destroy stuff with guns. I like the feeling. Some may think it's useless, but I like the power slap, I like to trhow lead at someting, and sometimes at nothing. Just for the smell, just for the sound of a big blast that penetrate my bones, just for the feeling. This feeling belong to me, and as long your security is granted, you should not judge. Manipulating a well upgraded tacticool with precise and strong material, I like it. It's like engraved guns : art, feeling, emotion transmitters.
I know what you mean. I get the same feeling when I start up my chain saw!