What I do get from your posts is that hunting equates killing and has nothing to do with the events leading up to that final act. I suppose you have never heard: "One does not hunt in order to kill, one kills in order to have hunted." Killing is the completion of the act, but has little or nothing to do with why we are there in the first place.
Hunting should be an emotional experience. It is important. It is a big deal. Your attitude detracts from those realities. The comparison you have made to yourself with Spock is accurate in that you reduce hunting to an event of single dimension devoid of emotion, which is to kill an animal. Being selective is the providence of the trophy hunter rather than the meat hunter, so you can understand my confusion if you now claim to be a selective hunter.
I am selective because I don't NEED the meat to survive(well not right now anyway), as I have said, I have experience shopping at Safeway, IGA, etc.
I do hunt because I like the meat I get when I do get it and it does save my family from spending money on meat from the market when I am successful.
If
all I wanted was to experience the beauty and emotion of being in the woods and following an animal, why the hell would I lug around a rifle?
I mean you said "Killing is the completion of the act, but has little or nothing to do with why we are there in the first place.", if that is the case just go and stalk the animal and then let it go, wait half an hour and do it all over again.
To you getting food by killing an animal is an afterthought...
...to myself, the things I might experience along the way are the afterthoughts.
But to let you know that I am human, I do enjoy hunting with friends and family even when I don't get anything...
...want me to prove it by pouring my heart out about the time I was standing on a ridge looking over a small valley and saw a mother bear with her cubs, I watched for a whole hour, it was so touching...
...crying yet "Boomer", I mean, It was just so life affirming...
...Christ!, go watch W or something. LOL.