Sadly, you don't even know what a Conservative really is, you wouldn't be going on about it in such a helter skelter manner.
Real Conservatism hasn't been around for close to 100 years in North America and longer than that in Europe. It was never around in other parts of the world.
Now, if you want to go on about "your personal version of Conservatism" Fine. But at least let folks know that's what it is, not go on about it applying to any political party.
Just look at the names of the political parties. New Democrats??? nothing Democratic about them. Liberals??? only if it applies to the agendas of the powers behind their throne. People's Party of Canada??? sounds and appears to be a Communist monicer. CPC??? Your right, they aren't Conservative in an extremist manner, they're CENTRISTS, with everything from extreme right to extreme left within their ranks. What is it you missed, or betty yet, how did you miss it???
When the extreme right manages to get into an influential position within the party, it takes a while to ferret them out and send them packing, as just happened with the Mulroney/Charest/O'Toole fiasco.
Get over it and participate in a meaningful manner to bring things around to a point closer to your liking, rather than your incessant back stabbing and shooting yourself in the foot.